catastrophe or something
Mar. 8th, 2015 02:06 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
anna_readinghi. I hit a major catastrophe. my hand might be broken... and it's on splint right now. well, the doctor said that the xray wasn't clear, but there's a line where the skin swells a little and he said usually swelling like that involves something broken. and obviously it's not that bad that I am typing this, but I'm slower with one hand and I'm supposed to be resting my hand but I didn't and I am rambling and I am so sorry.
oh, major catastrophe because it's my dominant hand that broke my fall. my sister said it's not logical that I fell just like that but then I always had trouble making people understand me so... oh well. I think there was an uneven part where my feet just fell into, and then I fell.
besides, slope and slope and slope everywhere, I give up with using the bus because the stupid bus moved before I properly stepped onto the pavement. besides I knew the road where I'm walking, only now I have to worry about monkeys and wild dogs.
... erm... that's not reassuring. what is wrong with my brain?
oh yeah. adhd.
passive-aggressive?
whatever.
how am I going to write my report? how long does this usually take? it's been a day and sometimes the pain made me feel like I want to throw up, but it's been a full 24 hours already so it's faded a little. mostly it's just discomfort from having the itchy fabric for this long or I forgot and put pressure on it which usually jolted me right back.
so, Hey!Say!JUMP.
Grasshopper had been moved back to November, Ansatsu Kyoshitsu is ready, I still didn't have the time to watch Yuto's Date drama which everyone on fb is freaking out about, and I'm kinda worried when they post the new DVD videos and put it on public, I think I heard Inoo has a butai but I lost the news when all my list on fb displays Yamada's pictures. I'm sorry. I like looking at Yamada but then my list just get flooded with him and I didn't know about the other members. I'm not being a good fan by not looking for what the other members are doing, I don't have time for fangirling when real life ate my life. and my hand.
I'm still rambling.
I dreamed about JUMP this morning but the details escape me. something about having conversations with them and at the same time Chinen was having a private conversation on whatsapp with me. could be because before I could really sleep my mom woke me up to make me look at her phone because her own whatsapp won't load. the phone is old and I think whatsapp doesn't want to update or something. anyway, good dream. it doesn't make me feel like crap when I woke up so it must be a good dream.
believe me, sometimes I had dreams where I woke up angry, or sad, and sometimes I remember what the dream's about but also sometimes not. kinda defeated the purpose of sleeping huh. when can I truly rest? welcome to the adult, working world. morbidity meter at max. fun times are over. but hsj is one of my stress reliever, so I'll lurk around.
hopefully without something being broken again.
p/s hi neechan. please reply my messages.
oh, major catastrophe because it's my dominant hand that broke my fall. my sister said it's not logical that I fell just like that but then I always had trouble making people understand me so... oh well. I think there was an uneven part where my feet just fell into, and then I fell.
besides, slope and slope and slope everywhere, I give up with using the bus because the stupid bus moved before I properly stepped onto the pavement. besides I knew the road where I'm walking, only now I have to worry about monkeys and wild dogs.
... erm... that's not reassuring. what is wrong with my brain?
oh yeah. adhd.
passive-aggressive?
whatever.
how am I going to write my report? how long does this usually take? it's been a day and sometimes the pain made me feel like I want to throw up, but it's been a full 24 hours already so it's faded a little. mostly it's just discomfort from having the itchy fabric for this long or I forgot and put pressure on it which usually jolted me right back.
so, Hey!Say!JUMP.
Grasshopper had been moved back to November, Ansatsu Kyoshitsu is ready, I still didn't have the time to watch Yuto's Date drama which everyone on fb is freaking out about, and I'm kinda worried when they post the new DVD videos and put it on public, I think I heard Inoo has a butai but I lost the news when all my list on fb displays Yamada's pictures. I'm sorry. I like looking at Yamada but then my list just get flooded with him and I didn't know about the other members. I'm not being a good fan by not looking for what the other members are doing, I don't have time for fangirling when real life ate my life. and my hand.
I'm still rambling.
I dreamed about JUMP this morning but the details escape me. something about having conversations with them and at the same time Chinen was having a private conversation on whatsapp with me. could be because before I could really sleep my mom woke me up to make me look at her phone because her own whatsapp won't load. the phone is old and I think whatsapp doesn't want to update or something. anyway, good dream. it doesn't make me feel like crap when I woke up so it must be a good dream.
believe me, sometimes I had dreams where I woke up angry, or sad, and sometimes I remember what the dream's about but also sometimes not. kinda defeated the purpose of sleeping huh. when can I truly rest? welcome to the adult, working world. morbidity meter at max. fun times are over. but hsj is one of my stress reliever, so I'll lurk around.
hopefully without something being broken again.
p/s hi neechan. please reply my messages.
